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An interesting day

05:24 Jan 28 2012
Times Read: 552


well... it started off interesting. i can't exactly say why it began so interesting, lets just say... i did something with which i didn't know whether to laugh or to cry... because i was doing both. I have to say it was amusing to two others. Hell, it was amusing to myself... anyway, so before my husband had to go to his afternoon meeting with his co-workers, (which i wanted to go too, but the incident from earlier made me think second thoughts). Right as he walked out the door, the incident was fixed, and I felt safe in public again. after that, we come home to a typical...somewhat boring afternoon. he was working on his paper, and i decided i wanted to watch a movie. we were debating on what movie to watch, and I was about to make leftovers. right as i sat back down because i had no idea how i was going to put miso soup, apples, and whatever was going to be added to that, together. he got a call from his friend saying he would like us to meet his wife who flew down here, and that they would like to take us to dinner. I quickly agreed, because i love when people feed me (funny, i dont eat much, ever, unless i'm on an unusual binge). my husband and i were outside waiting, i was talking about the recent irritation stuff (again) and humming mika nakashima's 'blood'. we talked a bit on the way, and my husband and i held hands the whole time. i have to say right there was unusual. such affectionate actions were rarely used. we had no idea as to where we were headed, only the direction. midway through the ride, the wife said it was a steakhouse. automatically, my mind flashed (expensive). at least, expensive for myself lol. well, the outside of the restaurant didn't look all that interesting. Some of the letters of the sign were dimmed, and i was thinking... "huh?"

interestingly enough, things turned out wonderfully. in fact, i was afraid to get anything off the menu because little on the menu was under $30. the inside was fairly 'fancy'. Having not been to many fancy 'expensive' restaurants, I kept asking my husband what i should get. the friends decided to share theirs, so he and i did the same. we picked out the sirloin steak and lobster. I got a tea and a mudslide to drink (orgasmic i'm telling you!) and he got coffee. the sides were beans (tasted like homemade chili rather than normal beans, had a nice kick to it), coleslaw, and of course they had dinner rolls. he got mashed potatoes with cream gravy, and i got a baked potato....mmmm... the steak, we had decided to get medium rare, because i was not going to eat mine rare like he did. splitting it was enough, because they gave a lot of food. the sides were free refills, and I was absolutely in love with the bit i had. (of course, i kept aside about half my lobster, so i could share a fraction of it with r'asha) and then it was time for desert... they got a fresh key lime pie, and he ordered a lava cake... again... orgasmic. it wasn't long by that point, that i was sleepy. we had gotten there a little after 1900, and it was 2125 by the time we were ready to leave. no one could stop complimenting the food, and the waitress was very sweet. the friend paid for it, and i wished i could have helped. we headed back home, and i gave r'asha a tiny bit before i nibbled on the rest of it.

what would have made the night better was if my left arm didn't go out on me, making me use my right hand. grr.

so, it seems we are not watching a movie, he is on the other pc...supposed to be working on the paper but he's not lol.

so... yeah... interesting. i wasn't even a mute tonight, i talked! hehe...


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Inti
Inti
06:44 Jan 28 2012

O_O You talked... AND ate food? Jebus what has he done to you!!!!!!!! *runs around in circles then bangs head first into the wall*





Phedre
Phedre
19:09 Jan 28 2012

Hehe... i know, right?? oh, and i couldn't text back, my phone was being stupid again... i tried to tell you that thing was solved before 1330 yesterday. i remembered something to help me relax and it worked. ^^ oh, and teine got a huge kick out of it... -.-'''





Kieataya
Kieataya
02:08 Feb 16 2012

*snort laughs* I bet.. Ken did too... He was laughing his ass off. :P





 

Lesson Learned and In Effect

17:07 Jan 21 2012
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Kieataya
Kieataya
23:39 Jan 21 2012

Um... sounds like you found you a psycho "friend"... o.O

Hell... the fuck... no.... Do I need to make a trip just to put my boot up some crazy bitch's ass for you? You know I'll do it. ^_^ And forget not letting her over "for a while". I wouldn't let her around ever again. People like that don't change and she'll just keep trying to force herself on you. My suggestion? Tell her she's a fucking cunt and to never contact you guys again. Maybe a bit nicer since you're not as harsh as I am but you need to call her a dirty name at least to get the point across... If you be too sugary sweet she won't get the picture and will just try to weasel her way back in. If she gets in your face do NOT be afraid to use your defensive training. And remember, if the police ask, "I WAS AFRAID FOR MY LIFE!" She's on your property, in your face, and being a bitch. Self defense in those situations is a wonderful thing. ^_^





 

PRIVATE ENTRY

17:46 Jan 12 2012
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Pizza

17:38 Jan 12 2012
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Pizza, soda... cinnamon sticks...mmmmm....



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Present

19:03 Jan 11 2012
Times Read: 580


I have not really been able to get on since the 7th, due to having company and then my day of silence..

feeling sick amongst other things, and being busy packing up my things for the move.

It was when I looked at the trade and members list, to update a member of mine in position... when I saw one of my ACM's and her sister who was just brought into the coven a few days ago left, and didn't even tell me that they wished to be out of the coven. Not only that, they gave no indication of wishing to leave, and they did it on the day they KNEW I was having my day of silence therefore were not on here, in celebration of Kay. If all of this wasn't bad enough, they didn't trade themselves with the right amount of favor required of the coven.

This is a great birthday present you two. Hope you are happy where you are because I doubt you will be coming back after that little stunt.


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2012/01/11

06:59 Jan 11 2012
Times Read: 591


Well, today is my birthday, and I am doing nothing. No one will be home in the day, and at night it will be Ken and myself home. Sis and Lacy will be out all day.



*sighs* at least I know i'd be legal and maybe on friday i can get something. cake and alcohol sounds pretty good...


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Kieataya
Kieataya
12:20 Jan 11 2012

Nope... Me and Lacy will be home around 1630. They cancelled my English class so I had to get a new one, remember? It is now a morning class instead of a night class like the history class. I'm pretty sure I told you that. o.O If not... SURPRISE!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! *giggles*





Kieataya
Kieataya
12:21 Jan 11 2012

*sighs* Lacy and I** It's early. Guess I kind of need that English class, yeh? -_-





PandorasBx
PandorasBx
18:13 Jan 11 2012

Happy Birthday Jess!





 

Crossroads

15:48 Jan 10 2012
Times Read: 597


I really hate those. I've had so many of them.

Right now...I need to figure out, what kind of relationship I want, and what I need. However, not just me. There is more than myself in this relationship. I can't say it doesn't hurt, what is wanted. *sighs* In fact, hyperventilation, tears, and the heart being torn.. that is basically what happened when I first met this crossroad. And yet... after this, I felt okay.

But will she stick around? What happens when she leaves? Then there is no one who could help. *sighs* In addition, I want it all the time not part time.


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PRIVATE ENTRY

04:57 Jan 10 2012
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15:59 Jan 08 2012
Times Read: 605




Dearest Kay

2 years ago, Jan 9, 2009, last seen 24 minutes ago

© All rights reserved.



Dearest Kay



kay



she wrote poems and sang songs



her life filled with henna and gongs



many friends and family she had



all whom are now depressed, intesnsely sad



such pain we all feel for her death



a tragedy more sickening than Macbeth



could she really have left us behind



or in the book of death is she not signed?



why did she leave us all alone



all we can do is cry tears and moan



and think of the past in which she lived



a time where she laughed and gived



she was a true friend to all



to many she was beautiful as porcelain doll



so sweet and carefree when with friends



or so most thought until her life ends



should such a life have been wasted



the water of life she barely tasted



what can one say to losing such a friend



when she met her wish, and made her life end?



the time i found of her death was this morning, january 8th, 9:30a.m., when i was supposed to be in speech, the senior class was called to the auditorium. Mr. Kraus, the Dean of students as well as American History teacher, had announced the death of my dear friend and sister, Kayla Hrycek. Her 18th birthday is May 13th. she planned to go to a high-rate college, had wonderful grades, and even was going to spend her junior year of college in Europe. she learned up to French five, she was honors and ap classes, she was a good friend, and she had interest in the vampyric, wiccan, and many other kinds of people, and many different religions. she had an open mind, she loved horror movies, and she loved the Fae. she had tried to keep me from killing myself, until yesterday. now i must be strong enough to witness her death, and witness the hold she had in other people's lives.



~~~~ UPDATE:



So many still remember her. in fact, people from across the country, the world know about her. Very few knew how much I loved her though, or how. Not as a sister, no. I thought that was what it was at first. No... I loved her someway else. It has been three years since I wrote this. She was such a strong, compassionate woman. Something happened... *sighs* inside her. Something we saw but did not know how to handle. Underneath her brightness, her courage, strength, and love there was a pain that was so obvious... but what was it? No one got to find out.

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Alphabet questions.

04:15 Jan 04 2012
Times Read: 613


A- available? nope.

B - birthday? 1991/01/11, supposed to 1991/04/15

C- crushing on? Mika Nakashima

D- drink I last drank? hot chocolate

E - easiest person too talk to? not a person.

F - favorite song? walk away FIve Finger Death Punch

G- greatest fear? being demonic.

H- hometown? hanover

I- in love with? Tim Casey

M- middle name? Romaine

N- number of siblings? way too many

O- one wish? Children in a stable world.

P - person I last hung out with? Kieataya

Q - question I'm always asked? Where you living now?

S - song I last rapped? none

U - underwear color? black

V - violent moment? hmm yesterday?

W - worse habit? biting my lip

X - xrays I've had? chest

Y - year I was born? 91

Z - zodiac sign ? capricorn


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7th., 11th. 13th.

20:54 Jan 01 2012
Times Read: 618


My plans for the 7th are this. I will not be on. I will be celebrating my birthday that day, and a type of goodbye thing also.

We will be going to eat at Sakura Japanese Steakhouse (my favorite restaurant in this whole world), then we are going to see a movie (most likely, beneath the darkness), then we will go to a karaoke bar. now, because this is on the 7th and not the 11th... well, lets just say we get the added fun of playing ninja! (now i see where r'asha gets it from).

on the 11th... no idea. probably packing. might convince sis to let me go to Dawson county ^^.

13th, first i'll be moving to TX. Once I'm there and unpacking, then tim and I are going to the BDSM playroom party to meet everyone again (i'll be also doing business that night since there are four of my school students that go there.... )

apparently there will be Fire Cupping!

I wanna volunteer...

anyway, so that will be the 13th...

only to wake up to go to tai chi and then whatever else.

very eventful but very fun next week and a half!



on the 8th... i might do something special. I dont know. I'll have to figure something out for her... *sighs* besides moping.


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